Bloodlust

Recently bad things happen again, for me it was just another scene of sadness, torture and disappointment. I would never wish this thing happen again, well, it had already happen, nothing much to say, I didn't hope for the third chance anymore.
林峰- 爱不疚

收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 爱猜到没有
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你开心就够

这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够
假使讲了你听到後 或会走
这种恋爱太罕有 不须真正拥有
成全 衷心祝福然後 就放手

放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够

遥远是宇宙 静静在背後 去看守就够
这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动 挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有 不须真正拥有
成全 多舍不得仍然 是放手

放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够

放手 我的牵挂 找不到尽头
放手 期望你幸福甚麽都有
也许 爱很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可拥有

I was very happy this few days, leaving back all the sad things. But all these things leads me to another confusion, although it was a good one, warming my heart up, I also not sure that is the right time to have a new relationship. A long distance have disadvantage more then advantage. Carrying out this, inside my heart now, there are 4 person staying in deeply, one is my beloved Mommy, Alicia, two sweet couple, Martin and Yx , Keit and Nicole, and lastly, I really surprise myself, do think a lot about her , she was a special one, but I let it be natural, all things lead to FATE. She is MS. Well, I know that I could not be thinking of this because exam is right around the corner, but sometimes, I don't know what happen to myself, thinking back of her. In order not to think of her, SORRY Mommy and MS, I know I used you two without permission, I know I am greedy, thinking of two girls, no idea at all now to me, too much confusion right now, don't want to think about it. Another new character in my heart, well I really wish she is a good caring one, then it will be enough for me.

Thanks to May Ling, Martin, Keit, and mostly to my Mommy Alicia and Granddaughter Nicole, you guys helping me up. Nicole talked to me much when I in trouble, when getting up to the talking, I starting to get the calm inside my heart, don't think so much about it. Well as for my mommy, there is a song for you ~~ with meaning ~~ :