Bloodlust

Everyday this world is turning and changing, this also happen to all the person living in the world. As I grow up nearly to 20 years old, this things even be clearer right in front of me, why I have chosen this path to walk and even why I willing to sacrifice everything just to come here educate, it is just very simple, future is the only aim I had. See how worst in my family right now as day by day my father working so hard and always didn't have a good sleep. I very worried on him but nothing that I can do right now, just have to finish the assignment that he gave me last year, that is to finish my education and help out in the family.

Education, what a nice pronunciations, when I heard that from my mom about my dad, I only thinking of how I going to use up my 110% of hard work to get on to my studies yet, but sadly that time something pop out in my mind as, you know, it sometimes very harsh to say, that a girl in my heart usually is always the first one that I think before my family, at the very last end only think about myself. Why I could not stop thinking about her and concentrate on what I am doing !! ?? What a funny thing to say right? Guess I am that kind of guy, USELESS yet wants to work hard on it. Like NO HER CANNOT LIVE, what the, maybe is the time to give up on her ?? Nicholas, what are you doing right now. Guess I have to maintain both of it, as all the promise wont change!! Luckily this semester is quite tough and very challenging to me, I even stop my part time job in order to process on my aim. Hard ya, lets work hard together. I also thought before, what if a new girl appears in front of me and I can accept her, does it really counts much that she can replace the importance of her inside my heart, I wonder?? This world anything will happen, don't expect tomorrow just look forward to finish a day. When the day has come and the girl had been replace, it really would be another new world of my own, brings out a brand new daylight.

Tomorrow is my beloved daughter Nicole Yeoh 's birthday, at here just wish her a happy birthday, may all your wish come true. I am proud to have you as my daughter, well, I think this is god arrangement that we met at INTI and helping each other. Believe a not, as days went by, our bond of relationship becomes stronger and I try to be a good father in your heart =D.